NEW JOB AT BOSCH - 13 OCTOBER 2014

I think everyone know Bosch company because it is global company and more popular in the world also it is about automotive sector and home appliances. In Bursa has approximately 4 or 5 factory I don't remember now well but I can say Bosch is the best company in the Bursa. Its social opportunities, good salary and operating conditions are really amazing. Now I am writing this article about myself because I started to Bosch as ''manufacturing technician'' I have applied for job there but I was hopeless but last wednesday they called me and they wanted to meet me for speak again fourth time. Actually I didn't go there again because it was fourth time and factory was far away from my house so I called a taxi and I was paying more money... My family said me '' you have to go there again and don't give up!'' I said okay and went to there again but it was same again like '' we will call you later'' Alright and went to home immediately and didn't think this job again. After day so tomorrow they called me again and said '' We will accept you'' and I was shocked! I couldn't believe that but it was real and I was so happy and they wanted documents for start job in one day! I didn't have time and I took all of documents immediately and later went to Bosch for give files them. Today I started and in 2 days we will get orientation training it is about occupational safety, factory, rules, social facilities etc.. First of day finished and finally I am here but this is not enough because my aim is so wide environment and not like go job and back home... Not like this! I will look Bosch abroad opportunities, cultural exchanges and more things. Bad side of job is they did four month contrat but this is not just for me, this is for everyone and after 4 month I don't know what will happens. Also I explaing a little about operating system, I will manufacture injector system and work will be shift time ( I hate this system but what can I do...) Work hours total 8 hours but if you want to do overtime, you can get a little money without normal working hours. Bosch's foods are really amazing and so delicious also real quality plus healthy. So we will see what happen in the future with Bosch. I am sure I can get more skills and develop myself. All of details soon... :)

FIRST TIME IN ULUDAG WITH MY MOTHER, AUNT AND COUSIN

Since 1990 i am live in Bursa and i have never been in Uludag. So people asked me, why didn't go to Uludag? Actually i don't know why i didn't go there but i was saying me always i will go there i will go there but didn't go. But finally 3 days ago i was there! How? First of all, earlier this week i have got a phone from my uncle and he said me, we (he, aunt and cousin) will come to you for visit and see my mother but he warned me about come there because they would do surprise to my mother. I said okay and they that day got on bus and came next day at 8a.m. I got them from bus station and went to home. My mom saw my aunt and she was shocked by her sister.  She was so happy and still shocked. Their first day rested and that day's night we talked for tomorrow what can we do and i said, how about Uludag? My uncle didn't say ok but aunt and cousin said yes. So we have decided go to Uludag via teferrüç with mother,aunt and cousin. What is the tefferrüç? That means a cabin and people in this and going up to mountain. Well, finally that day came and we have prepared ourself to go. As first, we bought ticket total four person but i was student so i bought ticket as cheap but normal ticket is a little bit expensive. We were waiting a cabin for get in but many people were waiting also many arab people were there. It was definetely crowded so approximately we were waited total 20 minutes. Finally we got in box and started to go up but i scaried a litte bit because everywhere of cabin windows and you can see anywhere and it was too high from floor. In 12 minutes we have reached to Sarı alan in Uludag. It wasn't peak but it was too hight from floor. So what a fresh air and what a amazing environment. Everywhere is tree and awesome tourists. We have bought some food and found a location and sat down. We have talked, laughed and we breathe got fresh air. Also the weather was a little bir cold so it was good for us. Approximately at 5 o'clock we had to go back because we supposed to go Köfteci Yusuf food store which is in Kahraman and it was far away from here. Anyway we went back and came in Köfteci Yusuf that food store totally amazing and we ate meatball and then ekmek kadayıf dessert. Later we came back home. That day was completely cool and i was so tired...

LITTLE KOREA

When i first heard that name is LITTLE KOREA, i had thought ''what is that mean?'' One day i was looking my faceook page and i have seen two or three photos in Ismail who's facebook wall and he was painting. I had wondered and asked Ismail, What is that? Ismail told me, I was helping Jong for him new restaurant. Because This paint was interested and he explained that restaurant, They will make korean foods by Korean and it will be first time ever. It sounds was really great and loved it. Well, later i saw korean guy and i remembered  him because he had came to our English speaking club in Macquarie University English Language Centre and we had talked him and i think he had explained a food store. Approximately a months ago, i had out my uncle's store and was going to metro station. Around station, i have seen my friend who is my foreign friends is Thomas and him friends  went to near them and said hello, what are you doing here etc.. Some classic questions and talked few minutes later we had a plan but before we were thinking where do you go and Thomas said, we can go Little Korea... This was amazing idea and we said ok. Later we arrived that place and i have shocked because that place was music store before time. New design of place was incredible! Entered the place and said hello to guys who is in place. Sat and looked around, i was thougt that guy who will amazing place here! Before food, we saw Jong's supermotorbike and talked about it. He bought it very well price :) Finally we made order but i haven't known these food because i hadn't tried before. I have seen a photo in order book it was looks good but i don't remember name of food. In food had egg,rice,salad etc... The best important this, food was SPICY:) But it was absolutely amazing! I cannot explain you should try! Other friends, made order different foods and they have loved their foods. Later we have ate foods and then left. We had thank to Little Korea for their good hospitalty and amazing foods. I am sure i will go there again when i am free.

Big thanks to LITTLE KOREA!

OSMANGAZI / BURSA / TURKEY

Facebook: www.facebook.com/pages/Little-Korea/742830812416634?fref=ts

VOLUNTEER

Volunteer that name is more helpful. Isn't it? Do you think people can be a volunteer or helpful? At the moment we need to be volunteer for support to seeking help people so we should do it! How did i start be volunteer? Well approximately six or seven months ago i was looking informations about volunteer programmes and i have tried a lot for find so i went to many associations for get evs (europen voluntary service) informations and i found some anyplaces which was giving informations about voluntary programmes and it was different so i mean it was sounds like good. They gave me some website links and told '' you have to check these websites and you will find what you are look'' Then i had went to home and as direction i sat my chair, opened my compter and started check websites. But it was very complicated so i hadn't understand anything and next day, i was still continuing check to websites again and i have found a association that is called Gönüllü Hareketi Association which is sending non-organization so i was looking a member who works in this association because i need to their help for evs programmes. Finally i found a member of this association and added later she accepted my friends request so i started to talk to her and i told my problem about evs to her and she said me ''when you are free, you can come to our association because we cannot explain on internet it can be long...''. One day i went to there but i was hopeless because i don't know actually it can be a little bit about trust problem but i was shocked because member of Gönüllü Hareketi Association was more helpful and always smiling! That was good things for me because i was supposed smile and i saw this from them. Anyway, we have talked about a lot of situation of evs and they explained their association things like what we do, why we are in here etc... Really i loved there! After that day i have joined them and always i was there but at the moment i am busy so i cannot go there always. Also i have joined their work group that is called entrepreneurship & career works group. This group was amazing because we went to some firms,business mans & womans and somewhere for introduce our work group and our association so it was fantastic! we got many informations and my brain was completely changed by association and work group. Let's go back to voluntary programmes, I am not too be social person because i was always be alone about my stutter problem. No one weren't talking,listening and meeting to me so it was really awful and this problem made me anti-social. Now i am twenty-six years old but sometimes i am thinking like why i did not be a social or be a volunteer... And what i learnt up to this time? Answer is: NOTHING. From now on, i want to be a social person and it is not late! Isn' it? So i would like to say, KEEP CALM & BE VOLUNTEER!

HARD TIMES...

Actually, where do i start write i don't know really. Since start of 2013 until now i feel like hopeless and upset because i am alone and no job. When i think back times it was really good times but now this like a hell... Everyday i am just thinking why people give me a oppurtunaty for job or something so i am just asking ''WHY?'' I discuss to my parents everyday  we are not happy at that times. I'm looking for new things for get energy and motivation because these things more important for me. When i go out, i see people and they look happy and their don't care nothing. When i see them, later i see myself and asking me what happened to me? Why am i hopeless and upset? Questions, questions... The big problem is loneliness for me. When i was a child i was alone to now. I have told you before i have a stutterer problem but some people  think this is not problem for other people. This problem is just can kill you for example you are in a meet or part when you start talk no one don't listen you and they are turning for speak  to other people. That time you just get shock and you can not anything. Anyway like i said i had told you before. Nowadays i am still contining my restless times and last sunday my restless the highest point reached. Since December 2013 i have joined a youth centre in Bursa. That place has changed me for example, social life, new friends, new projects about volunteer programmes, work groups etc... Last sunday i decided to left youth centre because this day was a problem and i could not resist later i left. I don't want to explaing why i left them because this is a little bit of special. When i left them as first i feel like upset,high-strung and crazy. Just asked me again ''WHY!'' Everything was going well but stupid things can finish your like things. I still don't believe for left. Anyway, what do i want you know people? Not much money, not a lot of girls, not super model cars etc.. I just want to be relax and peaceful.Is that possible? Some people say yes but other people no. Well just i want to know, why are we living? For what? For who? Can you watch television? I open television everyday and i am seeig war... Wars in everywhere! Dead children, no human rights, no peace... So why are we living...? I am 26 years old now and i don't understand this life. In my view we are be social and volunteer. Give support to everybody! For example when i go to job interview, companies are not looking my face. We are not a slave or other bad things... Anyway this subject has been a little bit political but if i cannot look a job or something this is a little bit about political.(According to me) Lastly, i am just waiting for new opportunaties but wait wait wait one day we will die and we will not understand why we are living...

I DIDN'T PASS EXAM OF INTERMEDIATE LEVEL IN ENGLISH COURSE...

23 February 2014, That day was suck day for me because a exam result killed me. So why? When I started that level I had sured about pass level to next but everything haven't gone good. I knew this level was hardly and tired. The first episode of intermediate was good but I had got bad result. I didn't remember now but it likes between 59-62 points. So the first three weeks was ok but second episode wasn't good for me because In three weeks I had a lot of problems about grandmother,mother and other shit things. The first, My grandmother who had a heart attack and her childrens took her to hospital and when I was in English course, my uncle has sent me message on my mobile phone, he said; ''Ozgur! My mom had heart attack and we're going to hospital now!'' Also that day I had a progress test of Intermediate level second episode. It was most important but my brain was stupid and I hadn't known what can I do so I entered exam and I hadn't thought anything because my brain was other way and I done it immediately. Damn I can't forget  that day!!! Anyway. After exam, I went to my uncle's shop who wasn't there so I had need to keep an eye on him shop. Wait, wait and wait I had news from grandmother who had to stayed in hospital so between three and four days. Tonight my mom was a sick who had a bronchial asthma... She was always coughing and her face was like crimson. Now you can ask me, what's problem about English. I hadn't had a time for study and I had forgetten myself and I gotten full stress. Last week of Intermediate level, I had a final exam for pass to Upper-intermediate. I had studied hard 10 hours in a day and I hadn't slept! Friday we had a final exam and it was good for me and I was waiting its result. Saturday I was waiting for learn result but no one didn't call me and all day my phone was in my hand...! Today so Sunday, between 3p.m. or 4p.m. An officier of English course called me for explain my result and I was excited but she said me you got 51 on 100 point... When I heared the my result I didn't say anything... Ten minutes later I said; ''Oh no!! How can it!'' Shortly that moment I was dead and a little cried because I hadn't believed it. That week I had more studied and hopeful. Finally I didn't pass exam so I don't know what can I do now...!

STUTTERING...

Do you know what is the stuttering? Completely you know what i mean. So now I will explain this subject because this problem is like despair and it can be more dangerous for stutterer people. First of all I'd like to explain about my stuttering problem, we're ( so stutterer people) normal person, not different to other people. Just we have a speak problem when we start speak it can be difficult for us and it is undergoing. hard times because your opposite person don't want to listen you and they always say, WHAT DO YOU MEAN? COME ON! HURRY UP! etc...  They don't give you support and respect. About me, I'm 26 years old now and When I was a child, this problem had me killed and poor. I hadn't had friends because no one don't want to speak me so I had confused those days and I was crying everyday and ask myself, why people don't want to speak me and they're moving from me. I was alone everyday and it stills continuing. Many people say, this stutterer problem not important in the life because that's a easy problem but they don't know what are we feel and how we live with this problem. They were just talking...  When I was in high school we had a religion lesson this lesson is called ''Din Kültürü ve Ahlak Bilgisi''  One day teacher had told our class '' everyone will prayer to memorize'' I had scared because how I could read prayer also as loudly. We had one day for prayer to memorize and after lesson I went home as rushing and full stressly. I had memorized two prayer so next day it's reading order had came me and I rode loudly but as a little stammering. When read finish teacher said me, you have a speak problem so I give you a low score and I had shocked so I asked why teacher? What happened? He said me, sorry but you had to rode these prayers as regular. I was second shock but how can it!? And later I said him thanks. It was bad day for me but I hadn't cared. Now, I have some problems again like before things but I grew up and I don't care just I want to be happy. As last story about today, I had a job interview in a factory so I was excited because they invited interview second time and I said myself, ok! They accepted me but I thought wrong when I went to there I waited boss of that factory when he came looked my face and hey I know you we had talked 3 month ago and I said yes. Anyway we talked again about job and he asked me, did you learn English language? I said in the 3 month? This is impossible I said. he laughed and said ok ok. Finally he said me, sorry but you're a stutterer person so we cannot working with you... That moment I said again ''Oh no! This is not real!'' But it was real and he apologised me. I haven't know what I should say to him. I just smiled and said good bye him.

So, if you don't stutterer person, you never understand us and never know what we feel...